Ten on Tuesday

Ten on Tuesday... Fall is here!

1. I'm beyond excited about tomorrow... about staff meeting, community, love, home. About conversations, preparations and planning. Tomorrow is the start of fall routine and I'm happy that is is here again.

2. It's quiet here at Sorrento Centre... here at home. The youth staff have left, the guests have left, the place is quiet. I miss the people who had gathered here, I miss the staff who are also my friends, but I'm also very excited for for the quiet and the slower pace.

3. I'm in teacher mode... and in sticky note planning mode... This is how I imagine planning children's ministry, youth ministry and young adults... will I still be using this organized and colourful system in a months time? Who knows...

4. I received an email this afternoon with an invitation that has me feeling like I can't say no (and I say this feeling honoured, not limited!). It sad the following, "I am writing to you today to invite you to accept to be nominated to serve..." and at the end of the email, "By this letter I am requesting you accept to service on the assembly..." Hehe... oh dear... I doubt I have a valid reason to say "no"!

5. I am waist deep in 2014 planning for Sorrento Centre... Summer has just ended, my fall programming soon to begin with 2014 already in the middle of it's planning. Wow!

6.  I have to decide in the next few days whether I'm going to a gathering with colleges, for a while I was thinking that I wouldn't because I'm already going to be away so much... but now I think that I might need that college time!

7. I spent my Saturday sick on the couch. But after one day I was back to (near) full functioning. It took: Emergen-C, Echinacea Water, cough drops, two boxes of kleenex, VapoRub and season 2 of Call the Midwife.

8. I discovered how lovely it is to have my radio in my living room rather than bedroom... CBC radio all the time! (yes... sometimes I'm like a 65 year old!)

9. I'm back to meal planning, life scheduling and ministry planning and dreaming. Love it.

10. 51 day until I leave for Busan...

Ten on Tuesday: Merry Christmas!

Ten on Tuesday being completed on Wednesday!

The view outside my patio windows. 

1) Firstly, Merry Christmas!!

2) We had a white Christmas all around. My home in Sorrento has tons and tons of snow and the family home in Savona also has lots of lovely snow. It really is beautiful.

3) On Saturday I got to shovel some snow from in front of the Cathedral. I know this should sound tedious and like a chore but it actually was a lovely break from the "normal". It was nice to do repetitive activity - the night was quiet and peaceful. The slowly falling snow had stopped. And the geese sang their lovely song high above the thick fog. Following this peace filled activity was the Holy Table Holy Word service at the Cathedral filled with scripture, song, silence and the sharing of the Holy Meal.

4) The kids spent two weekends with me over the month of December - it was so wonderful to have them up in Sorrento, to have fun with them and to spend hours of play in lots and lots of snow! I'll write more about this in the coming week or so as well as share the pizza recipe that we tackled with great success!

5) Christmas Eve was a marvelous night at the Cathedral with a very simple and yet oh so amazing sharing of the Christmas story by our children. I loved it. And I loved even more how many children who are not from the Cathedral community joined us in telling the story... how many children felt comfortable enough to join us in that story sharing. This is Christmas.

6) It will never be "normal" to attend Christmas Eve services on my own without my family, but I am so grateful for the family I have in the Cathedral community. The family with whom I don't feel so alone.

7) My family gathered together in Kamloops for Christmas Eve celebrations that were fun, high energy and filled with excited children. It was a lot, a lot of good but also just simply "a lot" at the same time.

8) Christmas Day started with sleeping in until 8am - this was a first and oh so very much appreciated. And of course the day was filled with piles of wrapping paper, much joy and excitement and a delicious dinner.

9) This is the first Christmas in a few years that has all of us children together. It's great and of course has also resulted in family photo taking... photos soon!

10) I'm kind of glad that the "big-major-crazy" part of Christmas is over so that the slower pace of the celebration of the birth of the little babe can be enjoyed.

Ten on Tuesday: Changes

Nothing like almost four months down the road to pick up where I left off... only now summer has past,  new adventures have started, a new routine is trying to be discovered, fall has settled in and winter is around the corner. Where oh where do I start off? How about in the past week?!

Ten on Tuesday

Fall at Sorrento Centre

1) I've been settling into not only the job as Program Director at Sorrento Centre over the past month but have also been settling into my apartment over the past few weeks. It's coming together but will not happen overnight. A few items still need to come in from Savona... nevertheless it is so nice to have my own space to call home. My own space to make mine. My own space to be who I need to be outside of the rest of my life. Rest, Renewal, Sleep, Peace, Prayer.

2) Cooking... oh how I truly have missed cooking. This week I made some delicious beef patties with mushroom and feta in them. Enjoyed on top of a bed of green spinach and I was set! Tonight "Spinach Tomato Orzo Soup" is in my crock pot... so looking forward to enjoying that tonight!

3) Speaking of all things cooking... it's vital to get some stuff into the freezer so I can pull it out and take it with me for lunch and/or dinner during the many trips to Kamloops I'm making.

4) Last week I spent five days in the Calgary area gathering with representatives from each diocese of people who have a passion for working with youth. It was wonderful to gather with friends and colleagues. It was much needed time of sharing, conversation, worship, laughter and rest.

Play time with Theo!!

5) I'm not going to lie... one of the best parts of my resent time in Calgary was spending time with my friend Su from the Island and her 10 month old baby, Theo. I'll be bold enough to say that Theo and I became pretty good friends and had way too much fun playing with toys, crawling on the ground, and laughing. There is something about spending time with infants that reminds me of what is really important in life and how some things are really just not worth our time.

6) Youth Group - it's all happening again!! Some new ideas, some new adventures, some new faces and a whole lot of similar fun!!

7) A new church experience. I've been helping out with Sunday School here and there at the Cathedral during the 10am service. Sunday School is where I started out many years ago in the small town of Savona. It's where I learned about God, it's where I discovered my passion, it's where a group of adults believed in me, mentored me, and encouraged me - even though I didn't know I needed it. 8 years of Sunday School ministry and I'm once again dipping my toes into it and loving it. Right, back to the point. Because of this it means that I miss the scripture reading and reflection at the 10am service... so I've started to attend the 8am service (when I'm organized enough). This service is Book of Common Prayer, an unfamiliar book with unfamiliar and sometimes uncomfortable language.

8) I think I'm enjoying this 8am service thing. Yes, that is what I just wrote. There is something nice about the simplicity of it (no music, no interaction with neighbor, etc...), the unfamiliarity and the fact that I have no responsibilities and no one has any expectations for me (well, except maybe God). I sit in that small chapel with the small gathered group and I stop. I pause. I breathe. And sometimes, I just want to cry. It's the break I obviously need right now.

9) I have some pretty remarkable, caring and influential friends out there... just saying!

10) I slowly but surly beginning to feel settled for which I am very grateful.

Ten on Tuesday

Ten on Tuesday

1. Realizing that I needed to spend my two days off at Sorrento Centre instead of in transport to other places was a very good thing. So I spent the weekend hiding in my room knitting and reading. It was lovely and so incredibly needed. I missed the things that I would have been doing otherwise, but this was in my very best interest. It's not everyday that I listen to my body.

2. I found a teacup and saucer plant pot – do I need to say anything more?

3. I have some awesome volunteers on site who are doing so much wonderful and important work for us. It’s great and I really appreciate their presence here. It's allowing some of our "dream" projects in our children and youth program space to be completed which is really nice to see. 

4. My Summer Youth Staff team arrive in exactly one week – I can’t wait!! And yet I am also aware of the massive amount of work that I need to complete before they all get here... eek!!

5. I finally found a copy of The Sound of Music on dvd – I can’t wait to find the time to sit and watch it. Every time I watch The Sound of Music I am taken back to the days of my childhood and the many stories my brothers, sister and their friends have of me making them watch the show... I just don't believe it! 

6. It's been two very rainy weeks with limited sunshine. Alongside the unfortunate weather my back started acting up again which has meant many hours of what seems like continuous pain. It's only been in the last few days that between warm magic bags and careful yoga that things have started improving. I was also reminded that it takes a lot of energy to deal with large spans of pain so it has been good to slowly gain some of that energy back. Somedays I feel like I am 105 years old. 

7. Did you know that there are birds that sing at 3:30am?! I didn't know this until I woke up at that hour and after crawling back into bed (after heating up my magic bag and successfully finding the advil at this unfortunate hour) could hear them sharing their song.

8. Tonight ended with the most beautiful rainbow that I've seen in a long time... it was a perfect and complete rainbow with a light sprinkle of rain accompanying it. A true sign of hope.

9. Speaking of hope... I'm holding onto the hope that tomorrow will be sunny. It would also help with morning wardrobe decisions. After so many days of rain and forgetting to start laundry this evening the "winter" clothing options are getting slim.

10. I think it's almost bed time... which I understand might be a sad fact even if it is reality! 

Ten on Tuesday

 1. Breathing is good.

2. Tea is amazing and beyond important.

3. Watching airplane staff trying to find the missing box of facemasks is not very comforting while sitting on the plane waiting to take off.

4. I need to read, and sleep, and watch movies… this is the task for my traveling day.

5. Okay, I’m partly lying… I will be doing that but I’ve also been dealing with emails and preparing what I’m doing in Montreal. But it's still making me happy and it's nice to have alone time.

6. I like itineraries and agendas. I like them a lot. 

7. My 2.5 days at the Centre were cold and rainy and filled with lots of work. But if felt good to be back there. 

8. I'm not in my beloved bedroom at the Centre yet because the bathroom is being redone. Bathroom renovations = awesome, no bedroom = sad.

9. But the lodge room works. 

10. I started a book!! A book that has nothing to do with school or Milton!! Harvesting the Heart by Jodi Picoult... I love reading!

Ten on Tuesday

TRU Gym ready for Exams

1. I slept for over twelve hours on Sunday night... it was absolutely glorious.

2. I wish I could sleep for twelve hours tonight. That will not be happening.

3. I had a fabulous day today. Time spent with a friend/colleague, time outside, lots of walking, birds sang, bears played.

Bear Cubs at the Wildlife Park

4. My least favorite image of the day: TRU gymnasium ready for all us students to come and write exams... eek!! It looks even more unwelcoming from the top of the gymnasium. An interesting view.

5. The two bear cubs at the Wildlife Park were exactly what I needed to see today. They were play fighting just like siblings do! And they were joy... yeah, an image of joy.

6. I have a new book awaiting me "Harvesting the Heart" by Jodi Picoult. The sad news... I'm not allowed to pick it up and start reading until I've written my last exam, packed, moved, and sorted 100 things out. So... I can read it on Wednesday while flying across the country... maybe... hopefully.

Cathedral Tulips! 

7. The flowers at the Cathedral are particularly amazing right now - don't you agree?

8. I learned what is on my Milton Exam: 2 essays, 1 writing out of a memorized passage, 4 paragraph responses and 10 short answers. Now, tell me how this is happening in three hours...

9. I drop my phone at least once almost every single day.

10. Tomorrow is Wednesday, for which I am grateful!

Ten on Tuesday

Moss... Moss amazes me

1. I miss having my brothers and sisters here. I miss the laughter, the energy, the moments of deep love and compassion between siblings. I even miss all the dishes - dishwashing was the pocket of time for me to think, breathe and pray. And most of all, I miss being able to *show* them just how much they are loved.

2. I may miss them but I'm also very much content with the current quietness that exists in my house.

3. After being away for almost the whole day I find myself thankful for friends from faraway, sherbet, television that does not require me to think and tea.

4. I sat down last night with my journal and the "Writing to God: 40 days of praying with my pen" book I've been working through and read "Monday of Holy Week" and sat there for five minutes in disbelief that we're already in Holy Week.

5. I was the narrator for the shared Gospel Reading on Sunday and when the congregation replied/shouted (twice) "Crucify Him! Crucify Him!" I was sure that I was going to either a) burst into tears or b) fall over. There was something powerful and terrifying about having that shouted out around me: sides, front and back. I wonder... I wonder how Jesus felt.

6. Along with not being able to believe that Holy Week is here I can't believe that Easter will be here this weekend.

Sun shinning through the trees at Paul Lake

7. I have so much school work to do right now and almost no motivation to do it. Let's hope my interest comes back when I sit down and actually force myself to sit, read, research and write. And yet that is part of the scary part... I'll end up so focused and excited about my research and writing that I won't want to stop.

8. I'm so very thankful for community. For a community where I am loved, accepted and supported on my good and focused days and on my grumpy, close to tears and exhausted days. Community sustains me, especially the community that is grounded in faith and God's love.

9. The daffodils have been blooming at the Cathedral for probably almost two weeks now... it's a sign of new life a reminder of the resurrection story.


10. My hope for this Easter is that I will look at the world with refreshed and reenergized eyes.